Like a Thought Process

I ask myself today, what did I hope to do with so many hearts... I look at these children with their freedom before them. Allow me grieve with the ones who've never seen the dark four walls. The king whose toes I stepped on demanded for nothing, yet my heart was broken; I saw my mother cry. I said a single prayer and made one wish. That God didn't grant my wish will never make Him any less powerful than He is. Sometimes in my solitude, I wish I had planted my feet on the ground; the land was fertile. I should have placed my pots outside; the rains poured and they poured heavily... I ask myself today, what did I hope to do with so many hearts... The hearts I should have broken to save my heart, my soul. I cried, oh I cried.. Have you ever felt the power of the rains on cloudy days? Have you ever felt the weight of the wind on your chest while all you want to do is move forward? All I wanted to do was fall asleep, why did I fall in love? I hit rock bottom, the Pisces...

Hello Franco, you’ve been quiet since the first resurrection. Maybe I will die tomorrow, this guilt won’t let me sleep. I marched forward in a rush and hit my toes on a rock, safe to say at this point I stumbled and fell. Mama help me, I feel like I am about to succeed because suddenly a stranger fell in love with me. Look at them; the world… Look at them staring. They said a lot of things, they offered succor, how do you even begin to console a dead heart? They said painkillers cure pain, pain is caused by depression, these same painkillers cause depression… a twisted cycle. Those who want to die live long, those who don’t even think about death get its sleepy knock on their doors, what has the world come to? History will forever repeat itself, a bored writer. If I could tell my secrets, and get penance, have a little sense of freedom, find the forgiveness that I have always craved, I wouldn’t still tell them. If I had just one wish to change everything, I stil...