Like a Thought Process

...civilization will crash upon itself, a building, advancing and yet, without a structure... Let the truth sit like a king to reign... ME #ART... If it sounds stupid, take a moment to look at those who fall in love, take a moment to wonder what goes through their minds, take a moment yet again, to wonder what they see in each others' eyes, give yourself sometime to think, I mean, what makes more sense that would give them more comfort than a pillow has to offer... If you don't understand the love of God, if your reasoning is bare minimal... Think about a mother's love, think about a child's love for its mother... Do you understand? If you will give it a thought, why do we work, if not for ego and for bread; for status, we would speak words, for status, we would define emptiness... For bread we would break limits, for something to eat we would make friends. Think of it, we tell people we are in a race, a race that defines everything that we are, can be, will...

Touch of Reality - Insomnia ...look at me, I'm hallucinating. Don't gloat, it's genius... #ART... Insomnia, I cannot sleep, I cannot close my eyes because it hurts my head every time I try. Now, open your eyes to why they say only the lazy sleep. I cannot try to sleep, oh, I'm reminding you of what I just said. Insomnia, sleep will not just come. I'm not explaining what it means to you, I'm being matter-of-fact. Look at all these thoughts swimming in my head. Don't look too hard though, your eyes might hurt and you end up seeing nothing. You know that thing about things we just cannot wrap our heads around, those things beyond our understanding? Insomnia, look at me, I'm hallucinating. Don't gloat, it's genius. See, my mind never stops working. I know, I know, that's just how God designed THE MIND. My mind, you see, is a wall and on it, are ideas, thoughts etched, printed, created. They don't allow me sleep, they do not allo...

#ART... I remember how I grew up, always knowing the truth, having access to it, always too shy to admit it, always too timid to believe I understood it. Christianity was always in my neighbourhood - my unlimited access to the truth but I chose God because He found me, not because He was preached to me, or because I had no choice.  I chose God because I understood Him, because I understood Christianity - that it was a way of life, of giving relentlessly, of forgiving tirelessly, of not just being holy but of being able to understand that it is not a want and neither a need, that it is a fire that should keep burning... A truth that should always be fueled.  I didn't need somebody always groaning down my soul that I would be condemned to a lake of fire if I sinned... I knew. Because It made sense.  My mother never let me go scot-free whenever I erred. I broke down a lot when I went wrong, my heart on some nights would refuse to beat soundly, my brain would practically giv...

Me and I - Retribution ...Apologies are in place.  Every man is above mistakes, errors are bound to come... Heed the voice of caution... #ART... And I reached the edge of wisdom and found nothing except my foolishness.  It's not enough to be lucky, count it an opportunity to be blessed, an opportunity... Nothing else... I thought I was living, yet everyday I looked at the mirror and saw a ghost. I thought I could run past my fears but what is running without strength?  My fear was the very thing driving me. I was scared, scared of being left behind, scared of living in penury, scared of demons I didn't even believe in, scared of being called small, scared of the fact that I was always scared.  Look where I stand today... I wanted, was always wanting, oh how it killed me slowly...  How it ate deep and deep till there was nothing left within the walls of my heart to even feel the pain of emptiness.  I hurt friends, I hurt family, I hurt strangers, I hurt peo...