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Letting Go

#ART... I'm letting go, of the past, of today coz it really won't last... I'm letting go of the scent that blinded my eyes and almost damaged me, of the dreams...those strawberry dreams, of the 5 days after a giant's independence, of the 185,000 wishes in the shadow of 2.5 million more, of the words of the lioness that tore far deeper than her claws, her teeth, I'm letting go... It still stings how I had to lose Faith at a time when I wasn't strong but most times, all you need is courage - I bought that Faith. I'm letting go, oh I probably should have kept the blueberry...it tasted better. I'm letting go of the fears I had as a child... do they think I do not have?
You see, their words, sting but I am a man - build an empire and you won't remember the grudges, you won't need to.
They kept calling me names; weak; you see I had a heart condition and they knew and they kept hurling direct insults at that, stubborn, many dared to call me stupid - I don't remember if vengeance went on a trip then.
I'm letting go of the hurt from the Kingmaker and his seed; this is me saying I don't want revenge.
You know how fast I had to run because I went after an immortal... You know the thing about how they are unintentionally selfish because they know they won't die and you will, so it's fun, and survival?
Life is a pun, listen to the rhythm... That is if anybody is speaking.
I'm letting go, coz the snake, the first one almost bit me. Because it was 'almost,' it chased me with the 21st letter of the Greek alphabet... My muse; it says please, maybe, in order to destroy.
The Grace of God keeps hitting me, and you should understand the difference between Joy and Happiness... All I really want is Peace - the one proxy to the immortal..
I'm letting go of those nights that made me an impulsive man, those ones where I would wake up because I knew what would happen next if I didn't.
On my knees, to God alone, I go because I bow to no man... This is not arrogance, it is my way.
I'm letting go because I get bored easily... I miss AbrahamFabz, I miss Kachi, I miss Franco coz he went to sleep and hasn't woken up... I have no one to talk to now. I remember his last words though: My father always told me to... You know what? No words fit here coz I have no father. I was richer than him before I was sent to the tight four walls, and I still am, even 'after death'

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